क्रूked कोला सोडा इ क्रूकेद्कोलासोदा

you suck
your the lier
the thief


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you scum bag
you broke my heart
i traveled the ends of
the world for you
only for you to fuck
her in front of me
under the same roof
we where sleeping in
i am sick
i am sick
i went to austin thinking
you where dieing
honored you asked me
you asked me cause i had
money in my pocket
and i was finally moving on
with your sorry sorry ass

of these low life scum bags
lowlife scum bags
users and players and
minipulative
tiny tiny tiny hearted men...
god what to do now..
use so much morphene
for life..not such a bad idea
i am so fucked up
i still dream about the
man who has brought me to hell
and back.
he did say to me on the phone
if we leave on bad terms and i die
you will feel horrible for ending
in those terms..at
at the time i felt that way i agreed
with you but now never..
but today three days later
contimplateing to check my self
in for depression
so grossed out by the world
that i cant even be touched by people
i hve two shows i worked
really hard for..
the man whom really touched my
heart and really loved me is driveing
to see his face heart broken because
someone like you fucked with my spirit
is cruel mean and spiteful
i wish i could be done
i think the time is so close
i can taste it..
............


but how
you are the one who
believes in my music
has exposed it to the world
at large..
and in the same turn the one who
stabs me in th back when
i am not looking.....

.............................
the one that drops me
off when things get
to upsetting...
not the picture of
a man that truely loves
you...........
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